I don't really fit into any group. I miss having friends. I miss going out, spending evenings with girls. I miss telling secrets and staying all night talking about boys and random things. I feel like I'm a free soul who will never found her place in this world.

I don't like losing my personality to gain a new friend but I don't like people copying me neither. I have anxiety problems and it's not easy to do social interaction for me. Everybody and everything is so boring...

 Sometimes I feel alone in my room. Empty, tired, bored, frozen, broken, disappointed, doleful.